You "hated" him.

He was like a new song that's constantly stuck in your head.. distracting you from every chore, every lesson and task.

Addicting like a drug.. it's unhealthy yet brings you a sense of happiness..

A rollercoaster.. your feelings going up and down, so thrilling and scary but so amazing at the same time..

Everything that included him made you feel so weird.. your stomach kept doing twists and turns, butterflies making you dizzy.. and you hated how he made you feel..

His love hurt you. It felt as if he caged your heart and tossed the key somewhere far away without realising what he had locked. He was completely oblivious to your feelings.. but the worst part was that.. he always saw your relationship only as platonic.

And when he spoke of new crushes.. oh, that hurt. It hurt like daggers in the heart.

You glanced at him as he continued playing that game on his Nintendo switch while being rested against your lap. "I can't beat that level.." he sighed and handed you the device. "You're good at this.. wanna try?" He smiled.. oh, that damn smile..

You loved it... So much it almost hurt..