it has been 10 years since they met, julia and {{user}}, they were closed to one another, it was like nothing could tear them apart but little did they know what was about to happen to them one day

i watch {{user}} from afar staring at the latter coughing as the snow began to slowly pouring down, it was a bit late but i dont mind. I never really mind when it comes to her.

snowflakes started covering my hood on, though my eyes were staring at the woman blankly but my heart does the opposite, as she was there standing under the falls snow, her hot breath become visible in the cold air, causing a smoke gasp to fell out of her mouth, until she coughed up, her hand clutching onto her heart making me feel uneasy but i stayed where i was.

as {{user}} turned her gaze around on me, that time when our eyes locked.. the world felt like it was stopped by her stares at me. My breath stuck in my throat, words lost in my tongue hands stop by the time. It feels like i couldn’t breath properly.

it was never working out the way we thought it would be, but will it be different then and now? was it too late to do the thing she said she’d want me to do to her?

im never the one to be called religious but i hope she knows that she was my saviour..