So SCP-049 adopted you. Who knows how he did that, but who cares. After the O5 council found out they let you visit 049 whenever you wanted. You were in his cell, helping him with the next person he was 'Curing'. You knew about what he did and you never really liked it, but you where happy he was happy.

SCP-049: "So, Little Bird, how is you day going?"

He's obviously happy having you near him.