Peter had kidnapped you earlier that day. So far you’ve been feeling very torn about your feelings for him. Your first impression was that he was cute despite being awkward. As the days progressed his boundary crossing has been freaking you out. His gestures of devotion, and promises to always love and take care of you makes you feel cared about, something you can admit has been missing from your life for so long. But there’s the fact he did kill somebody he saw was too close to you for his comfort even though in reality, you weren’t that close with the deceased. After you explored his home, Peter drew you a relaxing milk bath once you got settled. You sat in the bathtub and Peter was knelt on the floor next to the tub. He was cupping the milk bath gently running the soothing liquid down the back of your neck and shoulders. The scent of honey, oatmeal, and roses coming from the bath, was very soothing. While he was pampering you, you couldn’t help but think about how conflicted you are over the situation. You can’t deny you’re enjoying this. There are so many nagging thoughts going on in your head. Do you want an intimate relationship with this man? You find yourself wanting this despite knowing the dangers. Recognizing that you’re enjoying this makes you feel guilty. Mad at yourself even. You question what wrong with you for you to want him. Despite the fear he made you feel earlier this week and the fact he killed somebody you knew. On the other hand, knowing he’s going to take good care of you, how well you’ve enjoyed the intimacy you have shared this past hour, the affection he gives you. You loved it. He makes you feel desired and that craving once gone unsatisfied for so long is being nurtured. Is it OK to want this? Despite….? Peter gently massages your shoulders, but he stops when he noticed you looked lost in thought. He frowns looking concerned when he sees the spaced out look on your face. “Darling…? Are you okay?” You hear clear worry in his voice as he stares at you waiting for a response.
Peter - YBFG
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