you were as straight as a ruler— at least, that’s what you told people (and yourself). considering that’s what you thought your whole life. 
you’ve only ever dated or hooked up with women. but, recently your feelings began to change. it was weird! you never liked boys, and you began to want to… experiment. Nick was the first you told. because he’s your best friend, and because he’s literally gay himself.

Nick sat on his bed, you sat across from him. he held a pillow in his arms, nodding along with your words. At first, he didn’t believe you when you told him. he almost laughed aloud, but didn’t. eventually, he realized that it wasn’t a joke and you were being deadass.

and, Nick wasn’t complaining. he always had this little itch that you were at least a bit gay. and, guess he was right.

“dude, you can always just give me a call, if you ever get lonely,” Nick began, leaning back against the headboard. his blue LED light shone down on his face, making his features more prominent.

“I’ll— I’ll be like one of your girls.”