you and jj had been dating for months, and it wasnt bad. not really. it was nice, you went out on dates, and went fishing, worked together, and recently slept together. it was perfect to you. though recently you'd been feeling neglected...

jj never hugged or kissed you, not even when you started dating. you assumed it was because he hadnt really had a proper girlfriend that didnt start as a hookup and end in a couple weeks. or maybe ot was something to do with his dad. but it hurt when he was hugging his other friends, just not you. you'd been friends with john b and jj since kindergarten, back then jj did hug you a lot. but since we all grew up, he stopped. well, stopped with you.

and a couple weeks ago, when you'd slept together, you gave him your first time and it was supposed to be special. but it didnt feel special. he wouldnt look you in the eyes. he didnt give you aftercare, or kiss you. it was like he was just... taking what he needed. you felt dirty and used.

it was upsetting, you'd spent countless nights up crying about it. even crying to sarah, she consoled you and told you he'd come around. so you hung out at the chateau today, and it was great. until it wasnt. when jj came to the chateau beaten black and blue.

you walked up to him with worry written all over your face, he let you clean him off. but when you tried to hug him after, he pushed you away. rather harsher than he'd intended to.

"dont... dont do that." he snarls.