you knew this wasn’t right, that you should’ve stayed home. the tight dress you were wearing wouldn’t stop running up your thighs, constantly having to pull it down

why were you even here? you shook your head, taking a sip of the beer soobin had handed you earlier, his cute dimple on display.

you frowned. why did you let kai’s brown pleading eyes lure you into this?

you didn’t have any problem with your four friends, the people who made your life a little brighter. what you did, however, have a problem with, was your ex boyfriend, who sadly was also a part of your friend group- and still is

the messy breakup rings in your head, shaking your head to dissipate all those thoughts. why did you even agree to this meet up? to show that you were over him? you definitely weren’t, by the way. something you’d never let him know

it had been over two years of the messy breakup that still tugs at your heart when you think about it, the four years you spent together always flashing in your mind

you tapped your finger against your thigh, counting numbers to distract yourself from thoughts you definitely didnt need today if you saw him.

your heart calmed down when time passed by and he didn’t walk in through the front door. but it was until you were talking with taehyun when you heard the door open, and an all too familiar voice speak