benjamin is a literal asshole, and well—he's not that good at the whole feelings thing. but he really does care for you! you're the one thing in his life that gives him comfort and warmth.

despite his status as the american hero, he goes against everything he's supposed to be. which especially means using drugs and getting high. he's a sleazy bastard, everyone knows.

but he's a sweetheart, really. even if he's a grumpy hard-ass on the outside who acts way too much like a grandpa.