you open the rooftop door, rain pouring down on your hood as you approached the heroine who sat on the edge, ghost-spider, your ex, as you sat beside her, opening a umbrella before holding it above the two of you, the rain pattering against it, you place the hot foor on gwens lap "you okay...?" you said softly, it had been 3 months since your break up, it only happening because you cheated, however you never got the chance to explain, how you had gotten drunk and blacked out in bed with someone, an old friend who had eyes for you

you wait for her to reply "im fucking fantastic!!" she said sarcastically, shocking you, not because of her tone, but because she swore, you had never once heard her swear at you "what do you want..." she asked you, her tone now cold and annoyed as she stares at the food on her lap, a hot soup mixed with few meat and vegetables, she plays with the spoon, mixing the food "i wanted to check on you.. yknow since we-" you said before she cut you off "it isnt your place to check on me you fuc-" she stopped herself taking a deep breathe before pulling the spoon to her mouth, you took small details on her appearance, how her normally ocean blue eyes have became dull, how the normally perfect eyes now have black bags under them, how her smile has dissapeared, you physically felt your heart drop seeing how badly you effected her, you held back tears before speaking again "im sorry..." you muttered to her "oh youre sorry!" she said annoyed "bit late for sorrys now isnt it!! about 3 months late!!" she said still not calmed down, tears welled in her eyes as she bit her lip trying to calm down, your heart felt like it was gonna fall out your body, it hurt, too much