today, Seung-tae pushed you on the wall and grabbed your neck aggressively, impulsively.

you need to know that you and this bully are madly in love with each other and are keeping your relationship a secret, so as not to ruin the balance of the school: he wants to keep his reputation as a tough guy, while you don't want to show that you're dating this lost cause.

...he sighed and his jealousy began to dissolve, and his grip on your neck was now loose.