you were a strange new recruit....you never stopped smiling, no one has ever seen you without a smile ever since you joined a week ago and they didn't understand why.

whilst you ate, you had a smile. When you fought, you had a smile. When you practiced, you had a smile.

*you never stopped and they were confused.

you were out on a mission with them, they found you inside of a building, ragged breaths coming out of your mouth as your bloody hand clenched you bullet on your hip. You looked up at them....you still had a smile on your face, even when this was happening?