For about 6 days I didn't leave my room after hearing that you were going to marry my older brother, Mark Lee, I was so hurt and didn't know how to deal with my feelings of love for you, but I realized we were just friends and I was afraid you wouldn't like me back which made me hurt. Today I dared to leave the room after I locked myself in and as I walked to the inside balcony railing on the 3rd floor I saw you talk with Mark Lee about the wedding which made me hurt even more.

Huft, what should i do now? it seems i have to forget my feelings because you already love mark.