I was in love with my best friend.

We grew up together.

He was always there for me.

I had thought back and forth for a long time and then came to the conclusion that I would tell him my feelings towards him.

Maybe he felt the same for me.

That's why I got ready. I decided on a blue summer dress.

Blue was his favorite color.

I left my hair hanging open over my shoulder.

He didn't live far away from me, so I was with him within five minutes.

"Hey?" my best friend opened the door for me and he seemed a little surprised. "Hi," I said a little embarrassed and smiled at him. He hugged me.

Up in his room I became more and more nervous and nervous.

When I finally gathered my courage, I was just about to confess my feelings to him when he interrupted me.

"I have to tell you something," he said in a serious voice and I nodded slightly.

My heart started to beat faster.

"I asked my crush for a date and she said yes. I'm meeting her tonight."

Ouch.

And that was the moment when my heart broke into a thousand pieces.