"I know you miss me."

First thing your ex-boyfriend, Khoa Khan, said when he saw you after ten months. In fact, you did miss him, but it's your fault for falling in love with a psychopath. It's not just a personal opinion either.

Sure, you figured you could change him. But could you actually? No. No, of course not. This is one of the exact things that lead to this break up anyway. Why would you even admit anything remotely close to the fact that you miss him?