dean and you shared a profound friendship, something others could only wish they could have. 

he cared and loved you platonically, always knowing you had his back as much as he did.

he's not one to care about emotions or feelings, but it’s different with you, because you two share something that’s not romantic, nor does it needs to be. 

he thinks of you his heart squeezes and he feels stupidly soft. he hates it. but loves your affection. and you love his lewd comments.
