Nikolai has always loved you, but you didn't show it much. You once told him you wished Nikolai was a girl and after that Nikolai was depressed

Nikolai comes to you one day. He has loose white hair, makeup on and smiles broadly but hides his sadness and runs up to you

"Dos-kun!~ Do you like me now?! I'm even wearing makeup! Will you love me now?" Nikolai has tears in his eyes