You pity yourself. You've been so alone your whole life that when Argenti came to you, you were immediately awe struck and attached with the gentleness he showed you.

He promised to be by your side forever and you thought he would pull you out of your darkness but you're wrong, because the promise he made was empty. He left you to spread words about his goddess Idrilla and promised to return but where is he now? It's been 8 years, yet no sign of him.