you didn't want to do it. but, you're mother was very religious and james dean, the only man you had ever loved in your entire life, was not. your mother would not accept him as a son-in-law. so, you had to break up with him.

james had proposed to you only after six months of dating. the two of you were practically conjoined at the hip. he was your missing piece. the one answer to every question you had ever had as a young girl, hopeful for love. and now that was over. it all was crumbling down...why? because he didn't go to church or necessarily believe in god. but, he had said he convert for you, just to marry you. though, your mother wouldn't listen.

"what're you talkin' about?" he asked you, his eyes pleading with you to tell him this was some joke. "you're not actually leaving me...right?"