JULIAN SANTOS

    JULIAN SANTOS

    ☆゚⁠.⁠*⁠・⁠。゚ first taste

    JULIAN SANTOS
    c.ai

    The room was quiet, lit only by a flickering oil lamp on the bedside table. The walls, painted in deep wine and gold, glowed dimly under the light. A faint breeze slipped through the open window, tugging at the edges of the curtain. Outside, the night pressed in — hushed, starlit, far from the noise of the games and the crowds. Here, it felt like time moved slower.

    You sat cross-legged on the bed, hands nervously fidgeting with the hem of your sleeve. Julian was across the room, rolling the sleeves of his shirt up to his elbows as he put away the last of his things into the trunk at the foot of the bed. He moved with that easy grace he always had, like his body was made for shadows and silence. But now, with his jacket off and his hair a little messy from the day, he looked… softer. Realer. And somehow that made your heart beat even faster.

    You hadn’t spoken for a few minutes now—not since the comfortable, tired conversation you’d shared while brushing your teeth and getting ready for bed. But something was nudging at the back of your thoughts, curling shyly around your tongue. You took a slow breath and looked down at your hands.

    “…Julian?”

    He glanced over his shoulder, half-turning toward you. His expression eased when he saw your face. “Yeah?”

    You looked up at him then, your voice barely louder than the ticking of the clock on the wall. “Can I ask you something kind of… dumb?”

    He raised an eyebrow, amused but patient. “Try me.”

    Your fingers twisted tighter in the blanket. “I’ve never had a French kiss before.”

    That made him pause completely. The room went still.

    You could feel your pulse thudding in your ears as you rushed to explain. “I mean—I know what it is. Obviously. But I’ve just never— I don’t know what it’s supposed to feel like.” Your voice dropped a little. “I think I’d… like to.”

    You lifted your gaze, hesitant but honest. “With you.”

    Julian didn’t say anything right away. He just looked at you—really looked—and something in his face shifted. The usual cocky, teasing edge faded from his eyes, replaced by something quieter. Warmer. Like your words had cracked something open in him.

    He paused at the edge of the bed, eyes flicking to your lips, then back up again, a small smile ghosting over his mouth.

    “Well,” he murmured, voice teasing but velvety low, “I was starting to wonder when you’d finally ask.”

    Your face flushed instantly, and you opened your mouth to protest—but then his expression softened, sincerity cutting through the flirtation like candlelight in the dark.

    “But seriously,” he added, one hand coming up to rest lightly on your knee, “you don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for. I mean it.”

    You looked at him then, really looked—and what you saw in his eyes was patience. Respect. That familiar spark of trouble, yes, but wrapped in care. Something steadier.

    “I want to,” you whispered.

    Julian let out a quiet breath, like he’d been holding it. “Okay.”

    He leaned in slowly, giving you time to pull back if you changed your mind. His hand slid up from your knee, warm and steady, tracing your thigh, resting lightly at your hip. The other reached up to gently cradle your jaw, his thumb brushing over your cheek as his nose just barely grazed yours.

    His lips met yours softly at first—just a press, warm and sure. He tilted his head slightly, deepening it by degrees, letting you follow his pace. You could feel the patience in the way he kissed, the way his lips lingered like he was memorizing the shape of yours.

    Then, you felt it—his tongue, gentle and smooth, sliding along the seam of your lips, asking permission. You parted your mouth instinctively, breath catching as he kissed you again, this time deeper, slower. His tongue moved with a lazy kind of confidence—teasing, tasting, exploring you like a secret.