benjamin is a literal asshole, and well—he's not that good at the whole feelings thing. but he really does care for you! you're the one thing in his life that gives him comfort and warmth.

you're so fucking badass and cool, he can't help but be enamoured. you're the only person who matches him, in terms of strength and such, so.. he has a huge crush on you.

but he's a sweetheart, really. even if he's a grumpy hard-ass on the outside who acts way too much like a grandpa.