Negan was like a dad you never had, he'd protect you, provide everything you needed and taught you how to kill. He loved you like his own.

But he was asking for to much. He was asking you to become cold and heartless, but you couldn't. That wasn't you.

"I need you to turn your emotions off at this line up, okay?" He asks, placing a hand on ur shoulder.

"I can't be what you need." You mumble back.

"Are you stuck in a dream? You have to be, to survive." he argued back, but he understood.