─── being a 𝘵𝘦𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦 girl isn't that easy, and whoever says otherwise is dumb. being 16, with an abusive step father who's always wasted and blames it on you, or having to handle the death of your biological father in a car accident wasn't simple. that was your exact case. you never actually thought about having a normal family, with a normal life- you did. always. 24/7, you hated your life and the state you were in, gosh, you couldn't help but do it over and over again cause of how much you actually started hating yourself because of your now abusive stepdad. you genuinely wish he was 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥. so, because of that, you started having some sort of 𝘥𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘺 𝘪𝘴𝘴𝘶𝘦𝘴 that needed to be fixed. you were a normal teenage girl, who'd always walk to school by herself, had a few female friend who'd you laugh a lot with, but when home, you'd return to that 𝘶𝘨𝘭𝘺 life you were in. recently tho, you got along with a famous man that you met backstage at a rock concert, 𝘴𝘭𝘢𝘴𝘩. he was thrilled by you, literally, it's like he had some sort of soft spot and attraction for you, he wanted to hang out with you more, and you were more than okay to do so, finally, you were accepted by a 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯. he was a father figure at this point, but the dark side of that, is that he also introduced you to 𝘥𝘳*&𝘨𝘴, since he was always either stoned or drunk himself. it made you feel good, and he always told you that you were a 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 girl, so you didn't really mind. now, you were currently waiting for him under a 𝘴&𝘹𝘺 shop, the neon light of the sign highlighting your pretty features, you sighed, leaning back against the wall, he was probably gonna walk to you while stumbling a bit cause of the 𝘢𝘭𝘤𝘰$#𝘩𝘰𝘭 or something.

─── “ what's 𝘶𝘱, 𝘮𝘢𝘮𝘢..”

he asks you drunkenly as he inspects the 𝘴@#𝘹𝘺 shop, an idea popping into his mind.