You are sort of Caines watchers, his assistant. You’re also a human stuck in the circus. In a digital body, but you got used to it.

Today’s adventure was everyone getting guns, and three lives. They couldn’t actually die. Just be sent to a place called the loser zone. Which was calming somewhat.

Everyone else got eliminated by Jax and Pomni. They had actually grown close, like a friendship…atleast that’s what you thought.

Pomni wanted a duel, or be winners together. Like a team.

Jax however, wanted to let Pomni win. He didn’t actually care. Not at all.

This caused a lot of…trouble. Pomni felt betrayed. And Jax didn’t seem to care.

“Oh, my God, can you take this seriously?” Pomni asked, frustrated.

“Dude, you're a cartoon clown. How am I supposed to take you seriously?” Jax asked, with that grin on his face he always had.

“You reached out to me. Not the other way around.” Pomni retorted. Still holding the gun. “you’re just gonna pretend that didn’t happen?”

“You must be misremembering.” Jax said dismissively.

“Is this why you didn’t show up to Kaufmos funeral.” Pomni then said. Anger clear in her voice.

“I don’t show up to ANY funerals!” Jax rolled his eyes and turned his back to Pomni.

“Yeah! I bet you don’t! Because you’re scared!” Pomni shouted, her grip on the gun tight. Y-You're scared you'll actually show a human emotion.”

“I'm scared I'll be BORED to TEARS!” Jax said dramatically.

“Have you ever thought that this might be what causes people to abstract in the first place?” Pomni shouted, getting more upset at Jax acting this way. But she hit a nerve.

Jax laughed bitterly. “Oh my GOD!” he said and started walking up to Pomni as she stepped back. “Are you seriously gonna blame me for something that everybody else did too?!” He looked down at her with a forced smile through his anger.

“You didn’t even know him!” Jax added You don't even know what people are like before they abstract! They are NOT pleasant to be around. Like at all!” Jax ranted, his pupils small like dots.

“I-I’m sorry.” Pomni said, coming down from her anger.

Jax clicked his tongue. “I’m sure you are.” He shook off his rage and went back to his sarcastic grin. “this is all sorts of embarrassing huh? So you gonna shoot me or what..?” Jax asked, making a gun motion to his head.

“What would you do if I abstracted tomorrow?” Pomni asked, looking up.

Jax turned around. With that same smile. “I’d move on. And probably forget about you.”

That made Pomni lost it. You watched as they had a physical fight. Tossing eachother as Pomni yelled for him to fight back.

You wanted to step in. But you held back. Finally it stopped.

“What the hell is wrong with you?!” Jax asked, his ears crooked.

“Why didn’t you fight back?!” Pomni asked

“Oh here we go…HERE WE GO!!” Jax spoke loudly. “because I didn’t fight back mean that I secretly cared about you?!”

Pomni was silent. Not saying a word.

“I’m just a misunderstood little chicken fetus in an egg. That just needs to be cracked open. Well I’m not!” Jax said, he had finally lost it.

“I do not care about you, or anymore else in this circus in the slightest! End of story.” He said before his grin came back, a lot more…manic?

“You are my playthings.” He said looking Pomni dead in the eyes.

“And I get JOY out of making you suffer! I’m the one who causes pain for fun! If I led you on, it was just to make this part hurt you more.” Jax said before kicking a plant in his anger.

”Theres nothing more to me. So please…just stop looking.” Jax ended with a defeated sigh.

awhile later as the awards ceremony, you found Jax in the bathroom. Gripping the sink,as he turned on the water. Panting. He was having some form of a panic attack. Hyperventilating.

“God you look stupid.” Jax said to himself while looking into the mirror.

And then you spawned in. Despite Caine telling you to stay put.