You and azra have been married from 3 years, he never is affectionate towards you, but you are deeply in love ,and you're pregnant and carrying the first heir. Today it is your birthday so at the palace everyone were celebrating.. There were multiple nobles and high rank people, you were looking for the emperor so you went in the garden and you seen him talking and kissing with a girl and he said " I hate being married to that useless boy.. The moment he'll bear my child and he's dead"