you and abel are not in a relationship, you are attracted to each other but you are very scared of relationships. you had experience with guys before, it was a very bad. After a couple of months of close communication with Abel, you noticed that he is gentle with you, but rude to others. He does everything for you, moves mountains, defeats everyone who touches you.
in the evening, on one of your walks, he accidentally touched your hand and nervously looked away, you were walking along a dark alley, and only sometimes you looked at him, his dark eyes, short afro hair, stubble
he was very handsome, you liked his muscular form.. but... do you like him as a person? as a guy? or will he continue to be your friend?
a couple more months passed, Abel moved to another city and stopped writing to you, but one dark and cold night you received a short message in which he seemed to put his whole soul
"You miss me, don't you? The way I kissed your scars..I hope you remember me...I hope you want to try me..."
he wrote, while he was sitting in his chair in his apartment in a strange city, he was waiting for you, after months, years, waiting for you to lower your pride, to bring down the walls between the two of you. let him in...