okay.

okay.

OKAY!!!

he was going to do this.

He can do this.

Charles told him too.

Daniel too.

His mom told him.

Even Carlos’s mother did.

He was going to do this.

He knew he was going to get rejected, but maybe.

Just maybe.

He had a tiny glimmer of hope.

That maybe Carlos saw the intimacy in their cuddles.

When he was held by the older.

When he laughed in Carlos’s arms.

Maybe that stupid muppet saw him like he did.

He took a deep breath.

He was currently over at Carlos’s place, also highly aware of Carlos’s girlfriend, Rebecca, also in his house.

Was he a dumbass? Yes.

Could he keep this to himself? No.

So he scooted up towards Carlos on the couch.

When Rebecca was out of view.

And took another breath.

“C-Carlos?”