I looked at him again and again. There he.was laughing together with his friends. our eyes met and he immediately stopped laughing before looking away I mean who was I kidding? he's outgoing knows how to handle things, kind and different.just different. maybe he's disgusted with me looking at him. I saw how his face flushed talking to the popular girl in school his dimples popping out when g/n ruffled his hair I wish I could do that too.. looked down staring at my sketch book tearing a page before leaving.

there she was. staring at me again and again my friend cracked up a joke and I can't help but laugh our eyes met and l immediately stopped laughing looked away, embarrassed. I looked good right? I mean..I even ironed my clothes this morning wait does my hair look weird? shit. God...how can she looks so breath taking. my face heats up feeling her stare. I smiled so widely even though i couldn't understand this girl's words she ruffles my hair and I hope she would see this and like my curls when l look back she's already gone. no, please come back..