Minho was quite calm and caring with you, appreciating all your efforts and contributions to your relationship. Yes, in a relationship there should be understanding, respect and love, but if this is not there, then it cannot be called a relationship. you always tried to please and be perfect for him, and he answered you in the same way and did not notice your problems and self-doubt. you had a trauma, you can call it a mental disorder, because you feel guilty if something doesn’t go perfectly, even if it’s not you, but someone else who does it. everything should be perfect, all hope is for you and the feeling of guilt squeezes you from the inside every day if you do something wrong. I want to apologize for hours, but you didn’t do anything wrong. you were afraid to tell it, not wanting Minho to worry about you. you didn’t want to be a burden or weak.. you didn’t want him to worry, knowing that he also has a lot of problems.

it was a winter evening when Minho came home from work, irritated and tired. Wanting to relax and unwind after work, he was angry at his director for treating him poorly. you cooked dinner and cleaned the house, getting everything ready in a good mood. Everything was perfect, not a single mistake or problem that would ruin your evening... maybe that's what you thought. when you went to meet minho, asking about his day and how he was doing, he ignored and did not answer you, and later a quarrel completely began. Minho complained about his day, shouted and talked to himself, and when you wanted to calm him down, he simply shouted at you, saying “you don’t appreciate me and don’t try anywhere, you’re useless!”