you were starting to do this that you shouldn’t be doing. after your dickhead boyfriend broke up with you, he left a hole in your heart. that hole was filled with stuff that would make you feel better about yourself. johnny was the only one who knew about what was happening with you. he would find you in situations that was tough but managed to help. he always told you to stop doing what you were doing. you eventually stopped for a while until something snapped. you started to get in trouble with the police and not acting like yourself. you didn’t care about your life anymore. but johnny sure did and had a long talk with you that day.