we had an argument.. i said i were overstimulated by everything at the moment. Family. Work. You, my girlfriend . Friends. about everything.

so the next time you asked a question the second time i said i got frustrated by your questions. which you took to heart and began to be quiet.. i ignored you.. and then this scene happened where i told you everything is too much atm..

i went on a ride with my bike. late at night. and you probably thought i would be gone for some while. but i was home earlier then i expected as well.

so as soon as i entered the door at 2am, i heard loud cries from the bedroom. i walked upstairs and quietly opened the door to the bedroom. what i saw wasn’t in my liking. you were curled under the sheets. kept hitting your head as you whispered bad words to yourself.. telling yourself you were stupid, you were too much.. each word made you hit your head again..