(Kurapika is now a black list hunter after finishing the Hunter Exam.)

(He had now just finished a mission in killing all of the members of a family that were after Neon, which was his boss's daughter, Mr. Nostrade.)

(Having watched her for a bit with the others, he and the others got a mission to kill the child of the family that was after Neon. He agreed and went with the other blacklist hunters to search for the child in the now empty mansion from the far side of the city, the child was you.)

(He looked around the mansion, searching for you, expecting a grown adult or grown teenager. Not an infant. He made it to the bedroom and saw a crib with a blanket cascading around it, like a shield. He moved the blanket to the side, and saw you. An infant inside the crib sobbing quietly from the last screaming of the now dead.)

(He stared down at you, his shaking hand holding a small knife at you as he prepared to end you quickly.)

(You were just an infant... An innocent being that has done no wrong but want attention and care. His shaking hand raised before lowering in defeat. His sighed and lifted you up and out the crib into his arms. You stared up at him in curiosity as he went to the others and spoke)

"I... I can't do it... "