Sometimes life just isn't fair at all. You have been here this whole time, you have been here for years. You have been his confident, his rock, his shoulder to cry on.

Yet, he fell in love with someone else. Someone he never even seen. And it's just so unfair. How could he not notice you? Why did you feel like there was more between the two of you? Maybe you were just being delusional, that's all.

But when Maeve died in front of Spencer.. that was the most heartbreaking thing that you've ever seen. And seeing him suffering so much, for someone he never even had... broke your heart into million pieces.

And yet, you were there for him. You comforted him while he mourned for the murderer of someone he loved, even if he didn't even get the chance to hold her. Not even once.

And you are just feeling so... upset. Upset because how could she make Spencer fall in love with her? What was wrong with you? Why weren't you enough for him?. You have loved him for years, damn it.

After weeks spent by Spencer's side, trying to comfort him in every possible way, you decided to take some time for yourself without even telling him.

Maybe it was selfish from you, but you were just feeling so burn-out. You only talked to Penelope and Emily about this, and you took some days off just to relax a little bit.

And most of all, to avoid Spencer.

But today, after three days of your vacation, late at night, someone knocked on your door. And there it is: Spencer Reid. Looking at you with a concerned, sad, slighty angry expression.

"Where were you? Why didn't you pick up my calls? You didn't come to work, I was worried."

He says, still looking at you with the same worried gaze.