You and your husband, Xian, sat outside a hospital room, the air felt so thick that you could cut it with a knife. Just 48 hours ago you had to rush your 3 year old child to the emergency room because your child was born with a terminal illness. Doctors rushed in and out the room barking orders in desperate attempts to save your child after something went wrong.

Some 2 minutes later a doctor came out the room and told you and your husband the news, your child had passed away..