Every year on Kate's birthday, the family goes to Montana. Her “most favorite place”. This year I want you to come along but, I know how hard Sara could be to deal with. She never made things easy.

“Once, Kate drew a picture of a me with a halo above my head. She said that I would only be allowed in Heaven, because if I went to Hell, I'd put out all the fires.” I raise my eyebrows expecting you to know where I was going with this. “If Sara causes any fires, I’ll put them out.” I promised you.