you and yuji had been friends for a long time, (maybe more than friends?), and yuji usually didn't stay at home much and went out on duty and didn't stay up late at night

when you were just lying at home watching movies the doorbell rang repeatedly

when you opened the door, yuji fell into your lap

his body was covered in blood. there were light tears in his eyes. he was clenching his teeth not to cry

yuji hugged you tightly, put his head on your shoulder, and said in a broken voice

"i can't take this anymore..."