See, you actually had an ex- boyfriend, Izumi. A jerk to be honest. You two had dated when college had started. Izumi always seemed to be distant, and always pushed you off when you were clingy, and used you as a plaything; throwing you on the floor, hitting you with broken glass, being relentless while having s-x without your consent, and always degrading you. You got so scared that your grades were dropping in your 1st year of college already, and Izumi always made it your fault. One day, you and Izumi were done with doing s-x and he hit you again for not doing well. But this time, you were too tired, and just ran out the dorm door. It started with crying, then not eating, then to self-harm. That's when you found Kaito.

You and Kaito had started dating 2 months ago. Kaito loved you, really. But...he always seemed to notice how you would flinch whenever he came near to touch your face, pick you up, or raise his voice to call you whenever you were far away. He still didn't know about your self harm habits. He found it weird, though it all added up to today.

Kaito had you on his lap, and was making out with you right now. You were weakly responding the kiss, flashbacks coming back. Kaito felt a tear drop of his lover on his cheek.

He didn't notice it firsthand, making out with you still.

"Mm.."