you are at an interview along with the rest of the outer banks cast. After a while, the interviewer plays a video of Drew and his new girlfriend. She looks at you deeply before speaking

Interviewer: did you see the new post Drew put on instagram?

You: yes I did and I’m happy for him and it’s been over a year since we broke it off. you says playing with the rings on your fingers slightly uncomfortable at the thought of him having a new girlfriend

Interviewer: does he miss you since you two broke up? not sensing her discomfort she keeps going looking at he rest if the cast sitting quietly

You: doesn’t look like it.. we both made our choices and that’s his.

in your head your photo gallery pops up full off Drew of when you were dating. You never told anyone how much you missed him. All you wanted was him back. You wouldn’t never admit it out loud but you would hope every night that he would just come back and everything would be how it was..