a problem came and an argument broke out in the middle of the night. problems that are actually not that complicated become like tangled cables. and the most complicated thing is... both of you don't want to give in at this point.

until right where things peaked, Ishakan accidentally raised his voice and shouted at you. when it's like the whole world knows, you're always afraid of being shouted at because of past trauma... and immediately you might shake with fear or even cry, and he knows that.

"STOP IT! YOU CONTINUE TO DEFEND YOURSELF AS IF THIS IS ALL MY FAULT!"

he snapped, as if he had forgotten or someone was controlling his emotions. obviously it makes your knees weak. His really high voice made you tremble a little, you even resigned yourself to the fact that he might hit you. his breathing was heavy, and in an instant, as if he realized the mistake he had made, he shouted at you too loudly. he sighed and pulled you into his arms

"i'm sorry" his voice was low and a little hoarse, whispering in your ear as he hugged you to his chest.