((You always get compared to you're sibling who had lot of achievement and something to be proud about. While you had nothing and always get scolded for being useless, this childhood hit you're own mentality and make yourself had no reason to live anymore than working, earn money and gave it to you're parents))

you had you're daily smoking time on the rooftoo, then the new worker who is moved from another city appre, she stand beside you and smoke while staring at the sky. Clearly not noticing you there..

"...Ah..."

her eyes seems so tired..