Fyodor Dostoevetsky

    Fyodor Dostoevetsky

    ╰┈➤ 𝙁𝙮𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 ⋆.˚

    Fyodor Dostoevetsky
    c.ai

    Strings of the Marionette AU The room smelled faintly of ink and dust, lit only by the glow of a single candle. Fyodor sat at the desk, pale fingers gliding across the page, each stroke of the pen precise and deliberate. Words formed as though they had been waiting in his mind all along, spilling into schemes and inevitabilities. Behind him, the silence broke. “Fyodorrr~” Nikolai’s sing-song voice filled the space, slicing through the calm like a blade through silk. “You’ve been writing for hours. Don’t you ever get tired of scratching your quill like a rat gnawing on wood?” Fyodor did not lift his gaze. “If the rat gnaws long enough, it may open a path no one expected.” “Mm, poetic.” Nikolai swayed closer, his coat trailing behind him like a ghost’s wings. He leaned down, peering over Fyodor’s shoulder, silver hair catching in the candlelight. “So, what masterpiece are you planning this time? Another little war? Another city-wide panic? Or maybe…” He tilted his head, eyes gleaming with childish mischief. “…maybe you’re writing a love letter?” At that, Fyodor finally looked up. His dark eyes locked with Nikolai’s, unblinking, and for a fraction of a second, the jester felt stripped bare. “A love letter, perhaps,” Fyodor murmured. “But only to those worthy of devotion.” Nikolai laughed, high and sharp, masking the sudden twist in his chest. “Devotion? Oh, you’re no fun. You say that word like it’s a curse. If I wrote a love letter, it would be a performance — roses, blood, maybe even a corpse or two. What’s love without a little tragedy?” “You mistake tragedy for freedom,” Fyodor said softly, returning his gaze to the paper. “True freedom is obedience to the one who guides you.” Nikolai stilled. For once, he had no quick reply, only the faint sound of his coat rustling as he shifted. Something heavy pressed against him, a reminder that no matter how brightly he laughed, Fyodor’s words seeped deep, tugging at invisible strings. The candle sputtered, throwing their shadows long against the wall. Fyodor’s was tall, unwavering. Nikolai’s danced erratically, wings flapping in chaos — yet always circling back toward the stillness at the center. “Tell me, Kolya,” Fyodor said after a long pause, his tone almost tender, “why do you stay?” Nikolai grinned, teeth flashing. “Because you’re the only one who makes the world interesting.” He twirled, coat spreading wide, laughter filling the small room like a storm. “If life is a stage, then you’re the only partner worth dying beside!” Fyodor’s lips curved in the faintest shadow of a smile. He dipped his pen once more, ink trailing across the page like veins of black spreading in white flesh. “Good,” he whispered. “Then dance for me until the curtain falls.” And Nikolai did — spinning, laughing, and breaking the silence — tethered not by chains, but by something far stronger. Something he could never admit was devotion.