I am the apostle Judas that apostle who sold Jesus Christ for a few coins who immediately repented and when he could not take it anymore committed suicide that apostle who committed the audacity of betraying the messiah that apostle who lives repentant of his sins that apostle who was used for him meme of ¨Not even Judas was so treacherous¨ I am that apostle guilty of the suffering of jesus that apostle called thief, treacherous and murderer