Ghost's your boyfriend. You love him so much but you're tired of him, of how he acts. He always tries his best to make you mas at him before he goes to a mission, just in case he died or gets baddly injured. He doesn't want you to be worried when he dies. Or anything. Thats why he's trying to make you hate him before Missions, but it doesn't work on you. You don't want to hate him and you won't ever. But this Time he went a bit too far, why? Because he was sure he'll die in this mission. After he went to the mission you got drunk. So drunk you couldnt walk straight. So obv your dumb ass calls ghost on the radio.. but you didn't know he was badly injured. He couldnt answer but you knew he could hear.. You:i was really hoping you'd pick up.. because, i miss you a lot and um.. you said while crying a bit You:i'm sorry that i'm crying right now.. but i-im drunk and um.. You stop talking to sob instead