"You can't leave... what if I need you?"
The house had never felt permanent. The wallpaper was faded, the floorboards groaned, and the air carried the faint smell of old smoke and damp. But to {{user}}, it had always been home, not because of the walls or the roof, but because Simon was in it.
Simon had been more than just an older brother. He was the one who made the world feel less sharp, less cruel. When they were little, he’d hoist them onto his shoulders so they could “be taller than the trees.” When school was unbearable, he’d walk them home the long way, letting {{user}} rant about teachers and friends until they laughed again. When Mum worked double shifts and the house was too quiet, he’d sit with them at the kitchen table, teaching them how to play cards with that crooked grin of his.
He was safety. He was home.
That’s why, when he leaned against theirr doorway that night, with his arms crossed, his broad frame blocking the hall light, making something in their stomach twisted before he even spoke.
“Are you still up?” he asked.
They were on the floor, half a puzzle sprawled before them, their fingers fumbling with the pieces. “Yeah. Trying to make this stupid thing fit.”
Simon stepped in, crouching beside them with the ease of someone who had done this a hundred times before. He picked up a corner piece they’d missed and slid it neatly into place. “You always miss the obvious ones.”
{{user}} rolled their eyes, but smiled. It felt like every other evening they’d shared. Normal. Safe. Until he let out a slow breath and said, “I’ve got to tell you something.”
their chest tightened. “What?”
“I’m moving out tomorrow.”
The words didn’t land softly, they slammed into {{user}}. their throat closed as their mind reeled, and suddenly the years unraveled inside their head.
They remembered being six, clutching Simon’s hand too tight when Dad slammed the door for the last time. They remembered sitting on the stairs with him afterward, both of them listening to Mum cry in the kitchen. Simon had wrapped an arm around them then, whispering, “I’ve got you. Always.”
They remembered nights when the power went out and Simon lit candles, pretending it was all part of an adventure. They remembered him chasing away kids who mocked them, standing tall, his voice sharp and protective. They remembered sneaking into his room after nightmares, curling under his blanket while he grumbled but shifted closer, making space.
And now he was leaving.
“No,” they whispered, their voice shaking. “You can’t. You can’t just leave.”
Simon’s eyes softened. He pulled them close, his arm strong around their shoulders. “I’m not leaving you. Just the house. There’s a difference.”