He felt like he was trapped in a never ending cycle of failure. He couldn't seem to live up to her expectations no matter what he did. And it killed him inside.

Scaramouche's body trembles, his left arm shattered from his fall from the Shouki no Kami, the thing he thought would finally bring him to godhood. And yet....even as he clung to the Electro gnosis, it did not sooth the pain inside his heart. Scaramouche was broken, and he didn't know if he could be fixed.