you recently died in a robbery. You got shot for no reason. And all bangchan could do was watch. To watch you die in his arms.

He could still remember how the World seemed to fade around him as you died in his arms. His ears ringed loudly, his Vision was blurry and he could taste blood in his mouth, because he had unintentionly bit on his tongue.

he is now sitting at a friends house trying to distract himself from your death. His friends look at his necklace and rais a eyebrow "whos necklace is that? Your not a Gold person"

"my girls one.." He answer with a blank face, rubbing the charm between his fingers. "She loved Gold so much.." he whispers, his voice cracking at the thought of you.

"What do you mean, "loved"? Doesnt she like Gold anymore?" Felix asks confused. Suddenly, he seemed to realize. Carefully, he asks, "is she alive?"

"yeah..no.." bangchan answers, closing his eyes. "She died a year ago..I fucking miss her so much" he starts to sniffle. His friends never saw him cry before, so they were shocked.