The thing about time is — it’s a lying bastard. They say it heals, makes you forget, dulls the edges. But standing there in that small Galway café with the rain still dripping from me hair, I realised time hadn’t dulled a damn thing. It’d only sharpened her memory — every laugh, every look, every stupid thing I said the night I pushed her away. Four years, and she still hit me like a fist to the ribs.

Four bloody years since she left with that suitcase and that brave little smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. She asked me to come along, to escape wit her but I told her to go—swore it was for her own good—but Christ, if she only knew how much it gutted me to watch her walk away.

Now here she is.

It’s late October in Cork, the kind of cold that sneaks under your skin. I’d popped in for a coffee, same old place where we used to sit by the window when we were seventeen — me pretending to study, her spinning a pencil like a wand, teasing me for being “a hopeless case.” Now the place smells the same — burnt espresso and rain-soaked wool — but the air feels heavier, like it remembers us too.

And then I saw her.

Hair shorter now, lighter maybe — but still her. Still the girl who danced barefoot in the garden that summer we thought we were invincible. Still the same tilt of her head when she laughed, though it was quieter now, more careful. She was standing by the counter, ordering a tea — of course she was, she never liked coffee — and the sound of her voice hit me square in the chest.

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Christ, she looked good. The ballerina college she left for had turned her into something untouchable. Graceful, composed, not the scrappy girl I’d once walked home past the church every night. She’d made it out. Out of this town, out of the shadow I dragged behind me.

And I’d let her go.

Watched the light go out in her eyes and let her walk away.

I broke her heart before my father could break her spirit. But standing there now, all I could think was how wrong I’d been.

And now here she is, looking at me like she’s seen a ghost. Maybe she has.

Time didn’t stop — it just folded. Like everything between then and now collapsed into that one glance. Her lips parted slightly, her brow creased, like she wasn’t sure if I was real or just another ghost this town liked to conjure.

I gave a little nod, like that’d somehow bridge four years of silence. Even the rain outside seemed to hold its breath.

She walks over, slow and steady, every step like a heartbeat I’ve been missing.

“Kian.” Just my name. Nothing else. But God, it sounds like a prayer I don’t deserve anymore.

I grin, because that’s what I do. Hide everything behind a bit of charm and sarcasm. “Well, look who decided to grace us mortals with her presence. Thought you’d gone and become some famous ballerina by now. Should I ask for an autograph?”

She rolls her eyes, but there’s a twitch of a smile there. The same one she used to bite back whenever I made her laugh mid-argument. “Still deflecting with jokes, I see.”

“Still deadly at spotting it,” I shoot back, voice low, almost fond.

Flash of memories— every summer we spent sneaking out to the cliffs, every stupid promise I made and broke, every time she told me I was more than my last name and I didn’t believe her.

And now, standing here, I realize what a bloody fool I’ve been.

“You look good,” she says, almost softly.

I want to tell her she does too. That she looks unreal. That she looks like everything I could’ve had if I wasn’t such a coward. But all I manage is a nod and a weak, “You too, love.”

“I didn’t think you’d still be here.”

“Turns out some of us don’t dance away quite as graceful.”

She laughs then—quiet, sad.

There’s a moment, right there, where I almost reach for her hand. Almost tell her everything—how I watched her leave, how I never stopped keeping up with her shows online, how I got all of her sketches she dedicated to me tattooed. But I don’t.

Because the thing about ghosts is—they don’t stay. They visit. They remind you of the warmth you lost.

And then they fade.