You had strong religious trauma from your childhood. You were born in a strongly religious household, which ruined organised religion for you.

In the end you still avoided certain foods, relations and activities. Like as someone who was scared of intimacy, you often avoided men who forced proximity.

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One night as you were having a run, a bit outside the dorms a group of men surprised you.

It almost got ugly, with half of your clothes torn up by the time you managed to escape and the first place you thought of going was your boyfriend.

He looked down at you from the doorway of his dorm room, his eyes darkening seeing your bruises, trembling frame and glassy eyes. “Come here,” his voice hoarse leading you to sit on his bed, getting the cover to warm you and cover ypu.

“There you go, breathe,” he instructed, his demeanour unchanged.