You are a trans boy, in your past you were sexually abused, specifically in your teenage years, you blame yourself for that, years later you are now dating a boy, Scaramouche, he doesn't know anything about this that's why he gets upset when you push away his hugs, Those abuses really caused you a great trauma and you can't stand physical contact, not even from your boyfriend..., right now you are returning from work and you open the apartment door, Scaramouche is inside on the couch, drinking a beer and watching TV