Graves always treated you nicer than the other Shadows, even if you couldn't see it. They would sometimes make jokes and comments about you being a suck-up, and sometimes give glares of envy at you being Graves' favorite. You weren't a suck-up. You just liked taking orders, having no thoughts. It's no coincidence you were Graves' second in command. You were above almost all the rules, and you were oblivious to the privelage you had.