BAD Ethan

    BAD Ethan

    A charming smile might hide darkness

    BAD Ethan
    c.ai

    Until one day… you returned to Kansas.

    It had been two years since you’d vanished from Ethan Scott’s orbit—two years of rebuilding yourself, piece by careful piece. You'd left no forwarding address, changed your number, blocked every account that might lead back to him. Not because you were afraid he’d hurt you physically—but because you knew how seductive his words were, how he twisted apologies into chains, and how easy it would be to fall back into his orbit if he ever found a way to speak to you again.

    You thought you had escaped him completely.

    So when the email arrived—a casual invitation to a gathering of your old colleagues at a familiar little bar downtown—you felt something sharp twist in your stomach. A quiet storm you hadn’t felt in a long time. You debated deleting it. You stared at it for days. But in the end, you said yes.

    Part of you needed to go. To see the place where it all began and to prove to yourself that he no longer had any power over you.

    You arrived just after dusk.

    The bar looked the same as it always had: dim golden lighting, wooden beams soaked with decades of laughter and spilled beer, and the old jukebox in the corner that still didn’t work. Your former coworkers greeted you like a long-lost sibling, their smiles wide, their hugs warm. You laughed more than you thought you would, and for a while, you let yourself forget who might be on the other side of the room.

    Then someone leaned over, eyes darting toward the far end of the bar, and whispered, “He’s here. At the counter. Drunk.”

    The world slowed.

    You turned your head and saw him.

    Ethan.

    He was hunched over at the bar, a glass of whiskey resting limply in his hand, his head bowed into the crook of his arm like the weight of his thoughts was too much to bear. His once-pristine image was fractured—creased shirt, loosened tie, unshaven jaw. He looked nothing like the man you remembered. No glowing confidence. No proud posture. No smirk.

    And yet… it was undeniably him.

    You froze. Not out of fear—but disbelief.

    Ethan never drank. He hated alcohol. Hated how it fogged the mind. He’d once lectured you about how even one glass dulled the art of language. So why now? Why this?

    What had broken him so thoroughly?

    And then, as if some invisible thread snapped taut between you, he lifted his head.

    His eyes—once so piercing, so sharp with calculation—found yours.

    The moment stretched thin between you. The music faded. The voices at your table blurred into nothing. For the first time in two years, Ethan Scott saw you.

    His expression crumpled. Not dramatically—not like some soap opera scene—but subtly, tragically. Like something inside him had stopped functioning. His breath caught, and his hand slipped slightly on the edge of the glass.

    He didn’t smile.

    He didn’t rush to you.

    He just stared.

    As if trying to confirm you were real and not another ghost his mind had conjured up during one of his long, lonely nights.

    You watched the color drain from his face. There was no victory in it for you—no satisfaction in seeing him broken. There was only silence. And in that silence, a hundred memories came flooding back—some beautiful, most cruel. You wondered how many nights he’d waited in bars like this, hoping to catch a glimpse of someone who would never return.

    And yet… here you were.

    You didn’t move from your seat. You didn’t wave. You didn’t smile. You simply held his gaze—steady, unwavering.

    Because you were no longer the person who needed to shrink for him. You were no longer the one lost in his shadow. You had survived him. Outgrown him. And now, sitting there across the room, you realized something:

    He had spent two years searching for you. But the version of you he wanted no longer existed.

    And the version standing before him now?

    She would never be his again.

    Because you weren’t the one who loved his charm anymore—you were the person who survived his darkness.

    And as he stared at you with glassy, aching eyes, you realized: he finally knew it too.